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[beccy_chan]

I wanted to upload some pictures...but well, haven't done that yet. ^^;;
on Friday we visited my grandparents in Gelsenkirchen because they had anniversary and my grandfather had birthday. nice day <33333 they were so happy to see me ^-^
on Saturday Sarah and Regina came here... yay~~ so nice to see them again T_T
in the evening we went to church ^~^
buuut...it's somehow strange.... our church is so...quiet? dunno how to express but TBC is just so lively and all...
yeah this morning in church... omg... I miss TBC! standing while singing, with clapping hands and everything... and of course I miss my friends in TBC... ;-;
(TBC is Tokyo Baptist Church :3)

and then... there's something else that bothers me...
I didn't talk with a lot of young people in German when I was in Japan... now the 'youth language/slang' sounds so...unfriendly o__o;; don't like... >o<
plus, all this gossiping and talking behind other people and whatever in church (!!) is so annoying!!! maybe in Japan I won't get gossip etc. because I don't understand them or they are more reluctant or such... but here it feels so extreme... can't they be more real/honest??? well, maybe it's just normal and I'm not normal XDDD

anyway, something else... maybe I found something to study!!
I think that everyday now LOL
first it was eventmanagement... then I thought tourism might be interesting too...
but I can't go to an expensive college and all...
also, I wanna do more Japanese...
I might end up with east asia studies combined with economics, so I can continue Japanese ^.^

...I wanted to watch Hokaben but it's too late now *sigh* XD good night~