uhm...

there's alot to explain now...
first. i'm sakura hostel in asakusa now.
it's nice here~ and not very expensive...
but i don't wanna stay more than 2 or 3 days...
so i better find a family ne!! .__.

why am i here?
well there was a misunderstanding...
john said some days ago that i should have found a place until friday.
but i didn't understand that it means that i have to leave... because they said i can stay until monday.
well so yesterday when i came home... i got to know that.
kinda shocked ne...
i wrote mails to some people and i talked with sarah's mum and sarah (thanks ne <3) and i'm glad that i have a dormitory bed here now. and i can do whatever i want.
you know, i didn't feel welcome at the family this week. i had to go out everyday... so that i'm not home doing nothing... even when it rained...

btw yesterday i went to look at a guesthouse but i didn't like it that much...
and i found a ticket shop finally (not these like in harajuku and wherever)...and they told me that toma's musical/stage play is SOLD OUT T___T
then i went to tokyo bay and also took some pictures... that was a really nice place there~ <333 (also...smell of the sea *o*)

okay... i hope my mum is not too worried now >o<
everything is okay.... kinda... again...
yesterday evening i didn't feel very okay though...
but now i feel a little relieved to be on my own again...
i hope that someone will tell me that she/he found a family for me...
sarah's mum told me that she asked a friend but she has to think about that...
and this guy didn't mail yet...

but i will go to church in the evening, there is a service for high school/college students~ i'm really looking forward to it!! being alone all the time is SOOO BORING!! (that's why i'm writing sms with hellen XDD)
i talked with one girl in the dormitory just now and she seems nice ^^
she's from korea, but she can't speak english good...she understands it though... and she can speak japanese... so we tried in both languages to communicate... :3

soo now!!i forgot it all the time... SORRY.
how is it to be at the ALS again, eva?????
tell me your teacher!! how is your class and all?
it's good that your back at the ALS i think~
though i was really surprised as mum told me that XDDD
ganbatte ne!! ^_^v
*huggles*

hmm... what else could i say?
will go out to...shibuya i guess... walk around a little...
everything will be okay~ ^0^