actually I'm not that agitated as last night anymore, but still!!
I'm sick of my workplace! well, rather of my boss!! nsafsdghvjdf
I didn't complain before... did I?
he never was very friendly to me, to begin with (and I already worked 2 months)
he isn't very friendly to some costumers neither. and also, some customer see how rude he is to me. bad thing, no?
anyway, before they had just me to serve. now, they finally have found other people, I guess?
there was a girl of my age on one evening (he could have told me, to begin with!! i always have to stay home and wait if he calls me to come to work or not!! i could have done whatever on thursday!) and it seems she was very lively and all and they liked her a lot whatever. okay, now he told me, I'm too shy (I knoooooooooooooow and he knows since the beginning, right? I don't like my shyness but wth can I do?! u____u) and because of that the customers wouldn't come anymore. WTH? it's more being friendly and the customers told me they're glad to see me instead of him. (you need to know, he's the cook so usually inside the kitchen...or wherever... i'm at the bar.) and now he tells me that??!! there are people who tell me that he is too unfriendly and all... so he should start with himself, right?! but what can I say when he tells me that? well... I really like his (not really) wife... she's really mother-like <33 but she's not around in the evenings... and you know, after Luci being my hostmother I'm used to get complains... but at one point it's too much!! and to think I spent a lot of hours to make their flyer and they were soooo happy about that... but then, they found more people to serve... he can be rude again?! and so, tonight, I waited for a call but I didn't get. I COULD HAVE GONE TO YOUTH SERVICE!! I wasn't able to go there for weeeeks!! =0=
I really really wanna do another work... I just dunno how to find... it's not even 2 months until university starts... ahh countryside is too bad =/
okay, that said. anyone can help me? *o*
now~ on to nice things =D
on Thursday my sis and me took pictures in yukata!!! <33
I'm so glad it's sunny again <33
and hmm yesterday I went shopping with my mum... hehe bought cheap&cute things =3
then I had work...
today I was ironing again (because I wasn't home last week I had a lot to iron this week!!)
and I went to Diemelsee with my little brother Jan and his friend Darco. I didn't have to look at them all the time... so I could just enjoy the sunshine ^3^
at home I spent hours with reading/writing Japanese mails/messages... last week Kyoko helped me to create a mixi account, so of course I was looking for Johnny's fans there... and they have so funny communities!!! XDDD really interesting~ ^0^
I just wanna know if I have to work tomorrow at 11.30am (which means I need to leave from church earlier)...or not...( it's summer time?! )